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Vicky is my whole life. I trust her with anyting and everything. I tell her all mydeepest and darkest secrets. She is the only thing I trust, the only thing I TRULY care about. There is nothing I wouldent trust her with. I know she is loyal and she would never cheat on me. I know she would never flirt and hurt my feelings, I know she would never say things about me. I know she would never do anything I would dissaprove of or that would hurt my heart becase she is the best girlfriend in the world, and the only one I could ever trust in or confide in. She is my life, my pride and joy. I get no better happieness then knowing she listens to me when im sad and talks to me when im bored, tells me she loves me, and holds me against her when we are together. Theres nothing I cant do when she's with me. I owe you the world vicky, but all I can give you now is my TRUST and my LOVE. Forever, I will love you.

                                                                                            -Josh

Currently Playing White Mansions By Various Artists 8 see related

sometimes I just mess up. More than I want too, some times. Damnit all. >.< *Sigh*, oh well. Anyways, well, im feeling kinda shitty, I dunno why really. >.>, anyways, Its no ones fault, but, gawd, I sure do feel like vicky did a few days ago, like I mess up all the time. I really wish I was a better boyfriend for vicky, I know she deserves it. Anyhoo, enough with me, vicky has to go to Busch Gardens tommarow. I dunno, I was there twice maybe, and when I went, It was extremely fun, but I was little as well, so, who knows. We could never really afford it. So, less of a childhood than most, but, like the rest of my sucky existence before vicky, it sucked. Gawd. Im listening to a song I really like called; Never knew a summer could be so damn cold. I like it, but like vicky, ill soon play it outta proportion. >.< GAHHHHHHHH!!! I hate myself! Grrrrrrrrr.....not as much that as, I dunno, its diffrent, I cant explain. Sometimes I wonder why im here in the first place. I keep forgetting, like its not importent. And all those GODDAMN guys that talk to vicky!! how the hell am I supposed to keep her to myself when I have to share her with all them? Its a bunch of bullshit. GRrrr. I dunno. I know she wont cheat on me, but all those guys scare me damnit all. I dunno, im out, later.

                                                                 Josh

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Well, I love you to, and I bet wherever we make out, it will be special and fabulous and wonderful, like every time we make out. (and hawt, and sexy and sweaty). I love you. Anyways, You may have only just started your diet, but it dosnt mean you havnt lost any weight.I've been checking you out all year, and I can tell from  up-close examination that you have lost a see-able amount of weight since then. I Love You more than life itself. Oh, and about that stupid chick you got all sad over, we didnt really "make out". She just liked me alot. >.<. I was just mad you had pictures of you in your underwear floating around the internet. Your the only person ive really made out with. So , consider yourself unlike any girlfriend ive had. ^^Special special^^. But ya, I just felt so bad about that. I guess I used the term too loosely. Im shorry>.<. I love you. So please dont be mad and hate me and break up with me. ^^ Love you lots and lots and lots.

                                                      I Love You Forever Vicky,-

                                                                                -Josh

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God, I love vicky so much. I was just sitting here thinking of how much it would suck if something happened to her. I wish I could marry her now so I knew nothing could ever happen and she would be mine forever. Oh well. Ill just have to wait, huh? Anyways, we did go to the mall today, but vicky never wants to go to hects again. (I think that means we cant make out for a while now) Shucks. Lol. Anyways, we didnt do anything this time, we just walked around in circles, talking and giggleingand being "giddy" as vicky would put it. It was fun though, we got to spend some quality time together. But of course, with all that walking, I got really sweaty...and so did vicky. But it was ok. We still had bunches of fun, we were just really tired at the end, so tonight should bode us a goodnights sleep, which would be fine as far as im concerned. Lol, yesterday, vickys best friend, "Matt", said that vicky better not "Oral sex me". I found this rather amusing, because trying to picture vicky having sex of any kind is rather hard, and although I know she wouldent do that, (because she seems truly disgusted by it) Matt obviously dosnt. I had a good laugh and thought about the topic of sex for a moment then decided it was a few years down the line so ill just deal with it when it comes and changed the subject.Vicky really seems to stick to this new diet, and I can already tell its working marvoulusly. She has certainly been watching what she eats, and has been getting more and more excercise (just today, in the fact that me and her built up a sweat) and the way she is constantly going on walks now. Oh, and while we are on the subjects of walks, a cetain "Al" has been a little to close to vicky for comfort, and, as my favorite saying goes "Stick your neck out to far and ill make you another asshole". A classical favorite. And that is what will become of poor poor Al if he tries anything more with my girlfriend. So vicky, let him know he has had his warning, for next time it wont be so suttle. And on dealing with Josh L. Im supposing from reading vickys xanga that he said something about her, and I plan to bring that up on thursday when I see him and justin. Even I wont allow a friend to say something about someone so dear and close to my heart. But I will talk to him first, seeing as I know him and truly think he is a kind person, if your playing your cards on the right side of the table, but anyone who talks about vicky will get struck down, and thats more than a gaurentee. Anyways, im very tired and vicky dosnt seem to have signed on, so, like always, it is 1:30, and she is no where in sight, so I will head to bed as promised. Lol, I love you vicky, you are my heart and soul, you are my everything. (P.S. - Vicky, dont forget to ask your parents about this friday night, you were going to meet my parents over dinner, remember? You should probably ask in advance. Lol, I love you vicky. ^^ <3)

                                                                             Love

                                                                                        -Josh